A DELICATE QUESTIONS

The Last Time I felt Like This (Background music anyone?)

Who was your first love? Why did you break up with him or her? And do you still love him or her? Would you reconnect if your ways cross again?

We are old enough to answer this question di ba? So no malice please. You may or may not answer this question…it is all up to you.

We can’t help but remember our first loves, even if we’d rather forget them. Whether it was a high school sweetheart, your first real relationship after college, or the first person you said “I love you” to, chances are that person still holds a powerful spell over you.ο»Ώ

So I just wanted to ask who was your first love (no need to write the real name, just replace it with dots)? Why did you break up with him or her? And do you still love him or her?

As for me, ang una kong pag-ibig ay si Dot Dot Dot. We didn’t broke up dahil hindi naman kami naging magsyota. Mahal ko siya pero hindi niya ito alam. Hindi niya alam dahil wala din siyang nakitang hint, at hindi rin ako nag flirt. Pero alam kong mahal din niya ako. Yes, I could feel it but I was not certain if I was right. All I did was waiting, waiting for him to tell me that he loves me too. Alangan namang ako ang manligaw :). I was 19, he was 20…we were both young and shy. Nagkahiyaan kaming dalawa…kaya ang labas, para lang kaming magbarkada. Around 1981, umalis ako sa dati kong tinirhan without telling him. Para que? Basta’t umalis nalang akong bigla. Masakit kasi sa puso ang ganoong sitwasyon. Kaya I decided to move somewhereelse to forget him…

O ano kayo…ano naman ang naging experience niyo sa inyong unang pag-ibig. Don’t be shy girls/boys, common open up ;).


Desclaimer: Images are not my own; they were found on Google.

ANG KARUGTONG…

I moved somewherelese para kalimutan siya. Kalimutan…is a word that can be easily spoken. Pero ang katutuhanan ay kakaiba dahil siya pa rin ang pinipintig ng aking puso. Siya pa rin ang hinahanap ko kahit noong nagkaroon na ako ng nobyo. Lalong lumabo ang aking pag-aasa nung nagbunga ang relasyon ko kay B.L. Ang masaklap pa nito…he went to the states dahil natapos na ang petition na ginawa ng kanyang mga magulang. Ang petition na yon din ang dahilan kong bakit hindi kami maaring magpakasal noon. Umalis si B. papuntang States matapos kong manganak and he promised to come back para sa aming wedding. Constant pa ang aming communication nung una…but then few months later, bigla nalang itong natigil. I waited patiently…but nothing happened. Until one day, Kuya W. (B’s big bro) came to visit us and told me that I should forget B. because he is already engaged to someoneelse. Hindi ko na kailangan pang sabihin sa inyo kong ano ang naramdaman ko that moment. Gumuho ang aking mundo, and my future was sealed on that day. I lose my face and my future. I said I lose my future dahil alam ko namang wala na akong pag-asang makakapag-asawa pa sa atin. I was only 21 that time. Batang-bata pa di ba? Pero sinong Pinoy ang pupulot sa isang babaeng may anak? WALA! Buti nalang at itinuloy ko ang aking pag-aaral habang naghintay ako kay B. And I was also working at the same time. My studies, my work and my child kept me going…

God didn’t give up on me. Before my last sem started, umuwi ako sandali sa amin para bisitahin ang mga magulang ko. At para na rin humingi ng tawad sa mga kapalpakang naganap sa buhay ko. And when I was there…I met a German who was actually searching for his penpal. To make the story short, nagkatuluyan kaming dalawa. I left Philippines in 1983.

So here we are now in 2010 and things are looking great for me and my family. Last September 15, I went to Frankfurt para makiramay sa isa kong kaibigan. I admit, I am Facebook addict :). Kaya kahit saan ang aking punta…di ko kinalimutang sumilip kahit saglit dito. After logging in, I saw I have 3 new messages. One from my sister-in-law, one from my nephew who was asking for his FTP password and one from, OH MY GODDD!!! I almost fall down from my chair!!! I just can’t believe it. Dot Dot Dot wrote something like: Kilala ko pa ba daw siya at iba pa. Sinabi niya sa akin na matagal daw niya akong hinanap. Bakit ako biglang nawala? At iba pa. Sumagot ako sa mensahe niya at doon ko ipinaliwanag ang lahat.

Sa madaling salita, nalaman ko ngayon na after all these years…mahal niya pa rin ako. Ako pa rin ang hanap-hanap niya. Napaiyak ako nung mabasa ko ito. Hindi dahil sa saya kundi dahil nanghinayang ako. Sayang! Bakit hindi niya ito nakuhang sabihin sa akin noon? Bakit ngayon pa? Oo, aminado ako…it feels like heaven dahil ito yong pinakaantay ko noon. Pero huli na ang lahat. Kahit sabihin ko pang may tibok pa rin ang puso ko sa kanya…wala na itong saysay dahil wala na akong kalayaan pang umibig. I have to accept and face it na minsan…madamot talaga ang tadhana.

Beng

Beng Hafner is my name. Well, most of you know that already. I am a mother of 3 and a granny of 3 cute kids. I am proud to be who I am and I am proud of the way I am. I am alive because I have a lot to live for. I have many dreams that I wish to reach for and I have many journeys to make. My life is like a soap opera, and you are the audience.

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30 Responses

  1. ghee says:

    wow ha…first love!

    mahabang istorya…

    younger brother nya ang unang nanligaw sa kin,at di ko malaman kung bakit sya ang naging bf ko,hehe…

    na developed lang yata ako dahil sa kanyang boses at gitara. shucks! pero di na uso ang harana ha?he was 26 yrs old,while i was only 16! lahat ng family ko ay against sa kanya dahil playboy daw sa lugar namin. pero ang alam ko naging seryoso sya sa kin at tumino namn!kaso,naumpog ako isang araw at natauhan so binreyk ko! masyado kasing seloso,16 lang kaya ako noh? marami pa akong pangarap!eto ang interesting part…naging shock absorber nya ung bestfriend ko na lagi naming kasama kahit saang lakad..na in love sa kanya si bestrfriend na akala ng lahat ay tomboy dahil masyadong dikit sa kin.isang araw kinausap ako ni bestfriend…buntis daw sya! ha??? iniiwasan ko na si ex,taas noo kong dinadaanan if ever na makikita ko,pero kinausap ko kung ano ang ginawa nya sa bestfriend ko..ako ang sinisi at….itatanan nya raw ako dahil ako ang tunay nyang mahal. ha??? uli….hehe..pwede ba un? buti natakasan ko,bigla akong bumaba bago mag go ung jeep na sinasakyan namin…lets make the story short…walang nagawa si ex kundi pakasalan si best! up to now sila pa rin,at may mga apo na. no regrets ako…pasalamat ako na di sya ang napangasawa ko,haha! after 10 yrs,nagkita kita uli kami sa isang okasyon nung magbakasyon ako sa pinas,meron na rin akong daughter nun. at yes,feel na feel ko na ako pa rin ang labs nya,pero sorry na lang sya… :p para sa kin,di totoo ung ‘first love never dies’…kasi matagal nang ‘yumao’ hanggang sa panaginip ko..hehe

    parang bitin ako sa love story mo Beng…naaalala mo pa ba? πŸ™‚ wow,nobela yata toh….

    • Beng says:

      Hehehehe! Ghee, buti na nga lang at hindi kayo nagkatuluyan. Ang kapal naman niya. Ikaw pa kamo ang may kaya nabuntis si bestprend mo? Nyahaha, ang mga lalaki nga naman, laging tayong mga babae ang sinisisi.

      My opinion to first love never dies is that when a person is special for you. All the memories are treasured well. It does not matter where the situation maybe but the fact that in your heart you remember him as well.

      First love may die in physical attachment but somehow, there are things left in memories of good once. O di vaga?

  2. Sharon says:

    Frist love? Hmm..wait let me think..(ang dami kase nila eh, hehe). Kidding aside. I dont know if he is my frist love: he was born in Malolos, Bulacan. He is the first guy, whom I had a serious relationship with (2 years), may anak kami.

    We parted ways because he had a previous relationship that kept on haunting him. He said he love me but not strong enough to stand for me. So I dediced to cut the communications and I kept distance.

    Matatawag bang first love yong inaasahan mong makikita mo siya sa open park that u used to visit? But wala siya doon? Na hinahanap pa rin ng mga mata mo ang presensiya niya pero hindi mo na siya makita? Na everytime na uuwi ako sa Pinas, am expecting that I will see him? Pero wishful thinking lang?

    After 16 years, I got excited when he unexpectedly visited us (me and my daughter) in my house and then told me that he still love me. But it didnt move me because I thought I was over him.

    I realized, hindi pala, because just a month of meeting in my house I was told that he died and I found myself in tears…I was sobbing, imagine!

    I met him 1988 and he died 2006. When I went home in Pinas, I didnt visited his grave. Bakit? Because I am still in a denial stage. I cant believe that he is dead, until now.

    First love nga ba ito?

    • Beng says:

      I am so sorry to hear about what happened. Though, things had to end that way, life must go on for you to prove how far you can be and what more of you can be. At kaya hindi mo siya makakalimutan dahil God has blessed you with a child from him. Your fist love had given you directions in life that will give you hope for many sources of inspiration and all the beauty of life has to offer.

      Thank you so much for sharing your experience.

  3. cheh says:

    Si A naman yung sa akin,na nakasama ko sa trabaho.Mahirap pala yung ganun kasi araw araw mong nakikita.Alam ko hindi sya masyadong seryoso sa akin.Dahil saksakan sya ng pagiging casanova.Twing nasa labas kami sa iba sya nakatingin.Lalo na kung makakakita sya ng may malaking boobies o hindi naman kaya kung may nakikita syang naka mini at tisay.Gwapo kasi kaya ayaw ko rin syang pakawalan hanggang na uwi kami doon sa may kwarto maraming salamin.Ikaw na lang mag imagine hahaha Noong ako’y na assign sa isang sister company sa may Carmona Cavite.May nag tip sa akin na ka date daw nya lagi yung bagong FS supervisor ng aming kompanya.Sa sobrang selos at galit,hiniwalayan ko sya! ang pinagtaka ko ,naghahabol pa rin samantalang kaliwa kanan naman mga babae nya.Hanggang naka alis na ako papuntang Turkey.Doon na ako nag wawala,mas maraming gwapo doon kaysa sa kanya hehe but seryosli.Naalala ko pa rin sya paminsan minsan,na miss miss ko pa rin yung mga biroan at kalokohang ginawa namin.Iba ata lambing ng pinoy at iba yung mga biruan.Talsik talsik laway sa tawanan.Basta naiiba.Pero hindi ko pinag sisisihan na inalis ko sya sa buhay ko.Amen πŸ˜€

    • Beng says:

      Nakakaaliw itong kuwento mo Cheh. Para palang magnet ang mata nung nobyo mo, hinihila kasi paningin niya sa mga naglalakihang boobs. Kong ako yon inutog ko na siya :). Hoy meron ka yatang agimat kaya yon hahabol-habol sa yo.

      Natural lang naman yata na maalala natin ang ating unang pag-ibig. It is because the first person has been part of one’s love and life.

      Haaay…tutot yang sinabi mo ibang-iba ang Pinoy talaga. Thank you Miswa for sharing :).

      P.S
      I updated you photography site na pala. Have a nice weekend Cheh.

  4. cheh says:

    hay, na fixed na fala! πŸ™‚

    hello ghee ,kaway kaway πŸ™‚

  5. Penelope says:

    i think you know my answer to the question above πŸ™‚ ate, let this be between the two of us. we have both moved forward with our lives, but since you’re a sister to me, i want you to understand what it was like on my part.

    why didn’t it work? hmm. lack of trust, distance, miscommunication, guilt being passed on to the other, i can list a lot of reasons for the break-up. but i’m going to be brutally honest and tell you that it’s not only his fault. it’s my fault too.

    i guess, part of maturity is being able to look back and analyze past experiences without pain anymore. eventually, i figured out that if 2 people loved each other, no matter the wrongs and mistakes, if the love was enough, it would have survived. i guess at some point, we stopped working on it. both of us.

    i recall a lot of accusations, a lot of anger, denial, provocation, and lies. i had my share of mistakes. he had his too. a lot. but the difference between me and him was that i wanted to try to work it out. he stopped. right before christmas. then, to top it off, he mentioned that the last visit he made to see me was to see if the love was still there, and that he was just pretending to still be in love with me.

    so, i had no choice but to say enough. it’s sad that i was never given a chance to defend myself, say i’m sorry for the wrongs i’ve done, and tell him the pain he caused me. he had issues. so did i. but again, he was the first to break apart.

    i remember breaking down and crying everyday for more than a month. in the last conversation we had, when things were going crazy, a week before christmas, i asked one final question, “can’t we try to work things out and talk it over?” he refused.

    january, he was still trying to get in touch with me and repair the damage. but i was broken beyond any chance of salvation. i refused to damage myself anymore because i believed that that was the most i could take before i went crazy. i realized that i gave all of me and was left with an empty shell. i wanted to know if i could still find me and be whole again.

    do i still love him? it’s difficult to hate someone you have loved so much. a part of me never stopped loving him, despite the fact that he believed others more than he believed in me. a part of me still thinks of the promises and the “what might have beens” so i guess i’d say maybe yes, maybe no, i don’t know. all i know is that at that exact time in the past, i lost more than my beloved. i lost my best friend. i lost my better half. and, the saddest part, i lost myself.

    if our ways cross again, would we reconnect? my answer at this very moment is no. he has his own life and family. i have my priorities and my career. and i don’t think i’d want to be broken like that ever again.

    but i’d add my own question to yours. am i whole now? yes. am i happy? yes, i chose to be and still am. and i learned my lesson.

    • Beng says:

      Pen dear, alam na alam ko ang sagot mo. You know I really like you a lot di ba? It was my very wish na kayo ang magkakatuluyan. Well, it still is until now. My God I was so devastated nung sinabi ni Mama sa akin na hiwalay na kayo. It was like I lost a sister that I so love. Hibang ako ano? Well, siguro ganun nga. Hindi lang ako ang nalungkot sa nangyari kundi kaming lahat, pati si Papa at Mama.

      My bro can’t blame us kong bakit kami aloof sa asawa niya. Hindi ito dahil sa iyo kundi dahil sa ugali nito. She is sooo ewan. Kahit nga mga pamangkin ko ay galit sa kanya.

      I so very sorry about everything Pen, and I am glad to hear you have recovered. Thank you so much for sharing. Love you!

      • Penelope says:

        Thanks, ate. You know that I love you too… Ok lang yon. Wala namang nagbago sa atin, although, si tita at si tito di ko lang mabisita, pero you are all in my prayers.

        No need to apologize, ate, not your fault. tapos na un. I guess it’s cathartic for me, being able to at least tell you na hindi lang naman brother mo ang may kasalanan, i had my faults too.

        aside from that, gusto ko rin ma-feel mo na kahit ganun ang mga nangyari, you’re still a sister, an ate to me.

        in fact, kinuwento ko kay mom na we’re still in touch and sabi niya kumustahin daw kita. πŸ™‚ i’m so excited for december. at least we get to meet and catch up.

        kay beth naman, di ko siya kilala so i can’t really say anything about her character. basta ba masaya si maian sa kanya, i think they’re fine. siguro, kahit mas matanda siya sa akin, she needs to learn things about being able to connect and relate to her in-laws.

        sa mga pamangkin naman, namimiss ko rin sila. nakakatuwa nga kasi pati si cheska, she added me in Facebook. ang lalaki na nila. eh before, mga bata pa yun. πŸ™‚

        dibale, marami pakong kwento sa december. see you soon, and i love you.

        regards to your family, and to the ones in davao.

  6. annabanana says:

    i never knew that i loved him until years away. i was in 5th grade when i met him. he was a transferee student from a private school, and in my eyes he was the cutest person in the universe!

    i pretended that i hated him. i wouldn’t even let the hem of my uniform touch his chair and would always make it a point to throw dagger looks at him! of course, the poor boy was perplexed. he hadn’t done anything to earn my irk, yet there i was being rude and wishing him all sorts of bad luck. what am i to do? i was just a little girl with no knowledge of love’s first call…

    a few years after, i heard that he was leaving for the US with his family. i went to a farewell party for him, and it was there that i have finally acknowledged to myself that i have always loved him. i said a tearful goodbye, and he looked at me; confused with my sudden display of emotion. he asked me why, and i simply said: ‘I’ll miss you” and then i woke away and cried my heart out.

    i still communicate with him from time to time. i must admit that i still get those “kilig” moments whenever i see him via webcam, i guess it is true..first love never dies…haay!

    • Beng says:

      Wow ha, from grade 5 hanggang ngayon? Talaga ngang love mo siya. Kahawig ang story mo saken. Pareho tayong hindi nailabas ang damdamin noon. Hehehehe, ano ba tayong dalawa, duwag, mahiyain lang talaga o engot?

      First love never dies?
      In the context of memory, first love dies not. We have the freedom anytime to reminisce those days we have spent with our first love without emotional attachments. That, if we were able to move on already. This by the way does not remind us of the pain it has brought but at least it paints a smile on our face while thinking how foolish we were.

      Thanks a lot for sharing Anna.

      • annabanana says:

        yes, i still love him. but, i am not in love with him anymore. masaya na ako to know that he is a happily married for almost a decade now. we chat whenever we can, and it feels so good to reminisce about our “good old days”…kainis lang kasi he was so much a gentleman, kaya ayun pure clean fun lang talaga…hahaha!

  7. JMom says:

    Ah, you’re opening a can of worms for all us, Beng πŸ™‚ I am finding, lately, that a lot of us have these missed loves that come back and haunt us. haha!

    Here’s mine. He wasn’t my first love but he was the first long relationship I had. 8 years kami nagsama, longer than some people stay married. Yung sinabi ni Cheh about iba ang lambing ng Pinoy? I know it’s true, and naalala ko pa rin ang interaction namin. Kaiba sa ngayon, pero ok lang. For a long time, ang laki ng sakit ng loob ko sa kanya because of how we broke up but as years passed, that pain subsided and I am now able to remember only the good parts. A good friend of mine said recently na nagkausap daw sila last year and sinabi ng ex ko na na mimiss pa rin nya ako. Ako, hindi ko sya na mimiss. I just remember him with fondness. I guess hindi mo maalis and konting pagmamahal na natitira. Even if it’s just a shadow of what it was once.

    Here’s our story in two parts… I’m inviting you guys to my secret blog. hehe!
    Part 1: http://nettelife.com/2010/08/12/have-i-loved-enough/
    Part 2: http://nettelife.com/2010/08/12/have-i-loved-enough-part-2/

    Thanks for sharing, ladies. I enjoyed reading your stories.

    • Beng says:

      JMom, siguro dahil sa Facebook? Hehehehe, dahil dito, nagkasalubungan ulit ang landas.

      I agree with you na hindi maalis ang kaunting pagmamahal na natitira. Nakaukit na yan sa puso eh. It’s like a deep scar that leaves a mark and never goes away. And like I said to Anna, at least it paints a smile on our face while thinking…

      Many thanks for sharing J!

  8. ces says:

    buti nalang dito pala ang sagot..if it were in FB lagot ako! haha! nasa friends list ko kaya ang hinayupak wahahaha! well, wife nya lol! anyway…i think that spark will never be gone i guess..he’s been a part of your darn life so whenever i see anything related to the guy may ooommph! hahaha! the thing is, he was my best friend in college! omg i’m really such a late bloomer, i know..until now! kaya naman feeling ko 24 pa rin ako wehehehe:P we’ve never been bf/gf and all along i thought it was a one way street. as in ako lang ang patay na patay sa kanya haha! until he learned that i was in this relationship with somebody else…[and yes, he’s also a friend in FB:)] and so…one night in a party, he told me he wants to talk to me [btw, he also has a girl then] and so we did…next thing i know, he was sucking my thumb!!!!! wahahaha! PG ba ito? take note that’s the first time someone did that to me!!!! and yun lang and a kiss on the cheek later on that night…lol! it was a night of revelation but it all ended there. we had to move on with our own ‘loves’ the day after…oh well…past is past…ika nga..we are still in touch maski sa chat lang since kaibigan din sha ng hubby..we were one big group then..and i ended up with Marco! haha! no regrets though! wow!!! sometimes we can’t help but wonder though about ‘what ifs’ right? i’m sure i’m not alone on this one:P db J??? πŸ™‚

    • Beng says:

      Ces, masyadong public sa Facebook eh. At least dito tayo-tayo lang dahil di naman kilala ng karamihan ang lukaret :).

      Nyahaahaha, thumb sucker pala ang baby boy na yon? Don’t worry misis, walang under age dito. Naging experience ko rin yan…ahem, doon sa ex bf kong kano. Naging single kasi ako in between kaya ako nagkaroon ng chance na umarteng dalaga. Gush hindi lang thumb ha kundi all fingers ko pa kamo. This was my first experience and I was never aware na grabe pala ang feeling nito. Hanep sa tindi. Halos mapasigaw ng Yyyyyyyyyyeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaa, yabayabadooooooooooo!

      Re: sometimes we can’t help but wonder though about β€˜what ifs’ right?

      In my case…iba. Magiging ganito kasi ang tanong ko. What if nagkatuluyan kami noon, kami pa rin kaya hanggang ngayon? Imagine ha, 30 years after na ang nakalipas.

      Many many thanks for sharing!!! Aliw ako talaga :).

  9. JMom says:

    Ces, natawa ako dun a thumb incident. LOL!! no, you’re not alone pero at least we’re sane pa naman hindi yung mga ibang nagkakandaloka. Ok lang makilig, huwag lang manginig πŸ˜›

  10. rhada says:

    ang sarap basahin ng mga pers lab stories nyo…..kakakilig!

  11. LEVI says:

    my next door neignbour, she was south african had green eyes…siggh

  12. celia says:

    Sistah, ikaw pala ang kapalit ni Ate Helen, ang sarap magbasa dito ng lavstory!,hehehe…

  13. rhada says:

    dear ate Charo, este Ate Beng….nagsimula ang lahat nung kami ay nasa Kolehiyo. Ricardo ang pangalan nya at nasa FB ko sya hahaha. Isa sya sa mga kabarkada namin. Isa sya sa pinakamalapit kong kaibigan. Mabait sya. Maalaga. Malambing. Madaming nagkakagusto sa kanya dahil may itsura at basketball player pa. Isa na ako doon, pero syempre hindi nagpapahalata ang lola. Naging malapit kami sa isa’t-isa hanggang ito ay mauwi sa mabuting unawaan. Naging kami. Madaming kontra, dahil chinese sya, Pilipino ako. Bakit ako pa daw ang napili nya? Sa madaling salita, minamaliit ang choice nya. Pero “You and Me against the World” ang drama namin. Ano nga ba ang pakiaalam ng iba kung kami naman ay maligaya? Hanggang dumating ang panahon ng ipinetisyon na ako ng mommy patungong Germany. Alam kong ayaw nya, pero pinili nyang magparaya dahil ayaw nyang hadlangan ang makabubuti para sa akin noong panahon na yon. Nakuntento kami sa LDR. Madaming pera ang naubos nya sa long distance calls at packages na ipinapadala nya. 2 years din namin natagalan ang ganung sitwasyon hanggang dumating ang panahon na parang nawala na rin ang pag-asa nya na magkikita kami muli. We broke up. We both moved on with our lives. He got married, and so did I. But we remained best of friends. Wala kaming pinagsamahang masama. Nag-meet na rin sila ni Steve. Do I still love him? He will always have a place in my heart. He said the same about me. Mananatili siyang isang magandang ala-ala.

    • Beng says:

      Hi Rhads,

      Many thanbks for sharing :). Mahal ka talaga nung tao ano, else hindi yon nagtiyaga ng 2 years. Ang tadhana nga naman ano? Mapaglaro :).

  14. Jinger says:

    Oct pa ito, bakit nahuli dito LOOOOL!!!
    Dami ko pa namang kuwento.

  15. Jinger says:

    Ang kuwento ko naman ay ganito, tawagin na lang natin siya sa pangalang BJ loooooooooool!!! Mahal na mahal ko siya nung grade 5, halos magkakanda tuwad tuwad na ako para mapansin lang niya ako. Lahat ng klaseng tumbling ginawa ko na wa epek pa rin. Isang araw napansin nya rin ako. Tinawag niya ang pangalan ko, kahit pabalang, ang sarap pa rin pakinggan. Yun pala, nalaman nya na may gusto ako sa kanya through my bestfriend. Ang sabi ba naman sa akin, tang nang balugang to, ang lakas ng loob mong sabihin doon sa kaibigan mo na gusto mo ako, tumingin ka nga sa salamin para makita mo itsura mo. Dios ko day, para akong naagnas… loooooool…. nag pray na lang ako na sana lamunin ako ng lupa na kinatatayuan ko…. or nag pray na lang ako at pumikit ang mata ko at nag wish, na sana umalis na siya sa harapan ko bago ko siya mapatay looooooooooool.

    Hanggang high school binubulley nya ako, ang pagkabaluga ko. Sa isip isip ko lang, bobo ka naman, mestiso nga lang. Nung pag graduate namin ng high school, lapit ulit siya sa akin with that sad face at kala ko ko kung ano sasabihin, sabi pa sa akin, alam mo Jing, mamimiss kita, lalo na yung pagka baluga mo. tang na talaga looooooooool. Namasa masa na sana ako sa sarap ng narinig kong MA MISS KITA…. anak ng watot, dindagdagan pa ng ng pagka baluga.

    sabi ko sa kanya, BJ alam mo puede ka mag artista, guapo ka kasi, di ka na kailangan mag aral, wish ko lang sana para sayo ay gamitin mo yung utak mo kung paano ka sumikat, kasi sa palagay ko, yun ang kulang sayo. ASK siya” Anong kulang? diskarte?” sabi ko “hindi” “UTAK” Sabay talikud.looooooooooooooool.

    Just this december 2009, nag reunion ang batch namin. Since yung bestfriend ko nag organize, at since hindi naman ako maka attend kasi “i have better things to do no” (nag attitude pa), my bestfriend asked me to go online sa SKYPE at nag greet doon lahat ng mga kaklase ko, naka plug pa sa widescreen ang laptop kaya kitang kitang ang itsura ko. Aba bigla ba naman sumulpot itong si BJ at nag dialogue ng ” jing miss na kita” wait lang ako na mag dialogue siya ng something about baluga.. pero wiz happen. he went on saying ” Jing ang ganda mo ha. parang kang si …….. “(dios ko, kung sino sinong pinay na mestisang artista ang binanggit) Sabi ko “hoy ano ka, di ako nag bebleach no, in fact nag papaTAn pa nga ako. looooool. Nag dialogue pa siya ng ” jing musta ka na mis na talaga kita saka yung pinagsamahan natin” Sabi ko “tang na tong kumag na to, BJ di ka pa rin nag bago, utak susoΒ΄ka pa rin hanggang ngayon.”

    At nangulit ba naman na i email ko daw siya. Sabi ko sa mga kaklase ko, paki alis nga itong uod na to sa harapan ko, di ko alam kung ano ang pinagsasabi nyan, hanggang ngayon kulang pa rin siya sa buwan (aparang balut). Pag di ko to natantiya, isasara ko tong skype ko”

    Like a few months ago, nakuha nya ang email ko sa mga classmates namin. Nag email ba naman sa akin ng pagkalalim lalim na ingles na halos di ko maintindihan, and naintindihan ko lang was ILOVE YOU loooooooooooooool. Bait naman ako eh, nag reply na lang ako ng I VEG YOUR FARDON??? period.

    end of the story LOOOOOOOOOL!!! pero in fairness ha, guapo pa rin sya for his age, pero wiz ko pa rin talaga type ang mga utak DILIS LOOOOOOOL.
    yun na !!!!

    • Beng says:

      Bwahahahahahahaha! Ang lufettt pala nang pers lab mo na yan. Naging sirkadora ka na’t lahat wez niya ikaw pansin nung mga bata pa kayo. Hihihihi, sana binatukan mo siya Jing nung sinabi niya sayong baluga ka.

      Hehehehehe, mangha siya ngayon nung makita niya ang kabyutihan mo sa Skype? Buti nga sa kanya, maglaway siya at magkeskes siya sa pader. Nayahahahaha!

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